I suspect that many of us would have liked to get to know
our parents when they were young and full of the promises the world seemed to
make.
By the time I really focused on my father as a person, he
had lived through the Depression, World War II and had spent most of his adult and post war life
working his way through college and night law school. And then I was off to
college and the Navy and starting a family of my own. Ultimately, by the time I
had the desire and need to really learn about him, and to ask the meaningful
questions, he was too old and worn down to answer them.
I wrote Wishes (In the Cat’s Eye, 2009) as an
expression of those regrets. In retrospect, I am not sure any of us get to
really know our parents. They grow up in a different age and speak a different
language. Life flows along too quickly and the river changes shape by the
second.
Glenn K. Currie
Wishes
I wish that I had known you,
A child with a runny
nose,
Rubbing life upon
your sleeve,
Shrugging off its
ebbs and flows.
I wish I could have
seen you,
Creating drawings in
the street,
Before the rain
erased the chalk,
Your picture
incomplete.
I wish that I had
heard you,
In the choir at St.
Paul’s,
A voice still
searching, sweet and new,
Scaling man-made
walls.
I wish we had really
talked,
When hopes and dreams
still flamed,
Before the shades of
life were drawn,
And only wishes
remained.
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